Mystery Girl's Diaries

   "Not everything lost needs to be found  Not everything you lose is a loss. Some situations are meant to free you. Some experiences are meant to teach you. let them." Let's say it is the quote of the day. I don't know, but I want to look back on this quote someday when I lose something(yeah my life is different having different kinds of fantasies). I haven't really lost something that serious till now or whatever I lost was not that important probably I don't leave things that easily if I feel that important in my life. whatever or whoever lost me, it is their loss clearly. Not for me everyone should feel like that, if you have given your best in a relationship or to a person it is never your loss. Whatever was lost was never yours or never meant to be yours. The attachment might be hard to forget, and the memories might be hard to remember but everything has a threshold is what I believe, there comes a point in everyone's life where things stop botherin...

 As my new year resolution says, I'm going to read THE "BOOKS" rather than  E-books. How can I miss the best-selling book, actually I have an ebook copy of this long back, however, I have finally read it. It is the first fictional book I ever read, I read a book called her last wish a long back, but it was a real story. I received both part one and part two by valentines day and I can't hold my excitement I have read it like anything and I still can't contain my excitement to write about it that if I wait any longer I might leave something out. I don't know if I can say it was relatable and I was kind of an exaggerated version of life in any way or it was me over understanding things. I felt so many things reading this book, I was too much involved that and I kept wondering if I'm able to write a book like that ever. but I really wish and hope I could someday. the writer wrote it soo well, she carried those emotions all throughout the book, it is definitel...

 I  knoww, I knoww...it's been long.... veryy longg. I can't really say if I'm being happy or sad or busy(I mean occupied with things) these days. and I don't seem to have the energy to put myself through things twice to write something out of it. when I look back everything feels normal but when I'm living those situations it's either sad, stressful, or my anger. and I have started reading this irritatingly interesting and sad book IT ENDS WITH US, of course, everyone knows it. it's that overhyped. As always I am continuing to be a confused and overthinking soul and with all the overwork I'm doing I became a lazier person. Is this always me or does everyone thinks that they took a wrong decision after taking a decision, I don't know but I end up taking the biggest decisions of my life and then overthink, and then I'll have a mental breakdown and then I regret and then I realize I was doing and what happens to me is normal, my life is way worse t...