Mystery Girl's Diaries

I thought I have written on this topic... Well, This post is for that consistent follower! I don't know if I am eligible to talk about "love", but I am definitely eager to find out how it feels... Before getting into the point... Love at first sight not only happens between humans...the way we select our clothes or something is love at first sight isn't it...all the things we like first are the choices based on that first sight. Okay let me tell you this....one of my faculty who used to teach us statistics always used to say that...in statistics, there is no wrong answer...you can get any result and it will be right but the correctness or accuracy depends on the error and range of error... Why I am telling this is bcoz....yeah! You can fall in love at first sight but it depends on the consequences that happen next... You "CAN" fall in love at first sight but there is no guarantee how it turns out...it can work out or not.  It can be attraction or love or jus...

Today I am not just happy, I am proud of myself..ask me why. Okay, let me tell this whole story...maybe where I am is that age where asking for money from your parents doesn't just feel right. Obviously, I was desperate to find a job, kind of part-time but...but that career that chose doesn't allow me to do so, the only thing that was able to do was work as a duty doctor, which does require some level of clinical knowledge, which I don't have... I had to learn work, with the help of one of my friends, we found a hospital, it was not bad but not too good, they did allow us to touch patients and learn some things practically... but... That place doesn't seem right to me from the beginning, that vibe was different which is not my kind and ofcourse behaviour of some known people was not tolerable kind of irritating and of course college and this thing was kind of hard to handle without my interest... well, people said it's hard to find a hospital again..try to adjust, m...

Well, let me pass this statement first... Too much of anything in life is toxic... Too much goodness, Too much trust..too much love anything too much, in the end, it's going to hurt the person who gives too much energy into something. and of course, we are humans and idiots to put too much into things even after knowing all this. I wish I could write an antidote for this kind of toxicity. huh                                                                                                                                           - Mystery girl                             ...

 Hello...after a short break... I just read a beautiful quote... It reminded me of myself and where I started... Okay okay, let me start... So as I always say, we humans are Inbuilt with so many emotions, feelings, and all... But we are always defined by the most dominant feature of us... Of course, every human has the same feature of anger, love, ego, joy, and things show qualities like leadership, individuality, loyalty, happiness, and so many things... What I am trying to say is we all have the capability of having every quality, we as humans evolve from childhood by absorbing everything according to our surroundings and environment but at some point, we have to show our individuality when all our characters will be observed, noticed, accessed and judged by others, sometimes they might be wrong but most of the times they are true, coz we are defined by our dominant character. It will be okay for some of us coz we become aware of what we are and get a balance of emotion...

 Yup... That's how life is...I didn't lose connection with anyone "Important". But..yeah! I met so many temporary people...not being in touch with people doesn't mean losing them... You know just life goes on, you get busy as you grow old and in that process, we lose contact with people, and there the actual struggle begins. There will be people who will be understanding and they make it look like it's common and there come other kinds of people who just make it look like it's all your fault and it's okay it's better to leave them there and don't let that kind of people drain your energy. It might sound a little bit hard and rash but yeah that's how living works... slots only for understanding ones. I was wondering how many people I have met all these years of my life...I had and have met soo many people, like from my childhood I can remember that they existed in my life but I am not able to recall their faces but yeah I remember them... I ...

 That's a Netflix docu-series..kind of medical-related. dr. Lisa sanders....ughh is such a role model kind of human..OMG she is soo inspiring... so.. the series was based on the articles she wrote in new york times magazine. and the series was released in 2019 but... I searched for that articles and she is still publishing those in the magazine, I wasn't able to read though coz it was asking for a subscription. how ever she was soo cool..she has my heart..being in the medical field all your goals and intention will be to help people..but somehow it is becoming a source of income only!...for most people. and broke all those, it's not about her but so many people like inspire people like us, it's all in your head and what you choose to do with the position and power you have. Also, I am desperately waiting for the 5th season of the good doctor

 July...how should I describe it... I came home just to chill for 4 days and due to this stupid rain, it extended into a 2-week long vacation. and I am tired of packing bags and then cancelling plans due to rain... however, I enjoy holidays...breaks, and my space... but this weather is driving me crazy..I have heard all the rain songs and watched all the cozy breezy movies. and today I watched 2 movies in which one is released in the year that I was born😂rhtdm. when I said crazy I was not lying. and yooou know what...I feel like these days I lost the power of writing..maybe that's because I lost the motivation or because I got a break after a long or because I became lazy. hoping I just find the motivation to write again andd these days I realized writing is not easy...I know..I know..I did wrote something all these days, I don't know if they are worth reading but some posts are really something valuable for me ...even writing something like that is harder, that's what I l...