Mystery Girl's Diaries

hmm... consistency... according to me, nothing is consistent in our lives... I don't know if there are people who never take a break from their things and consistent every time. I think everyone gets sick of things they do continuously, everyone loses their motivation at some point, and it's absolutely normal (a human thing I guess). in my opinion, being consistent is abnormal, I mean how come anyone can stay motivated every time. no matter how passionate you are when you do something continuously you get irritated, maybe there are chances of hating things that you love. so I was casually standing on the balcony and suddenly this thing hit me... I was wondering how people can do the same thing daily, I include relationships, work, hobbies.  I am the most inconsistent person you ever meet. I feel demotivated now and then(not frequently).  I can easily get tired of things that I do regularly, that doesn't mean I stop doing things, I just question myself why on the earth am I ...

  Narcissists yeah I am Sick of these people..I don't understand what their problem is...If someone helps them in learning something why don't they agree..is that ego that Doesn't let them admit it...this is annoying..I wish I could slap them invisibly 😬... I know some level of narcissism exists in every person but hadhh hotha hai.. everything has limits, right? And this time I am not going to tolerate them... (Some)things which are repeatedly done are not accepted every time.

 Ahemm!! here comes the day...(BTW it's my 100th post.it was all planned 🤭). It was a great day indeed, I enjoyed ,I surprised, I felt happy and was a little sad too. Okay now I am greatful and Thankful for having people who put an effort to make me happy... Special mention to my Drlng and my cousins and my friends who just made my day 💫. And was little annoyed by people who never cared my existence was wishing, I was like bro why?,whyy do you even care, that's not at all make me happy. And specially loved wishes who took their time and called me to wish.. those people mean a lot to me. NOTE TO SELF: Okay nothing is going to change within a but eventually you have to and going to face a lot of things, stay strong, learn new things, academics are important to...it feels weird to tell myself but you are not a kid now.....make more things that make you feel proud and people around you.....Andd Mind your own business Don't care at all about people and what they say. Fighting ...

  It's been a while since I wrote some nonsense things that run in my head. So what I am thinking is ....Not matter how hard you try, you can't change someone until they take it seriously and there is no use for you to stress out,let's just say it's an energy waste and time waste thing. What I learnt from this kind of things is Its your stupidity to force or make someone to think like you, if the person really wants to listen you, there will be some change in their behaviour or the way he thinks if not just leave them. let them face the reality, who knows ,everything goes in their favour maybe will be wrong or else they will learn a great lesson it will be a great experience to them. Just don't try to manipulate them or force them. They are going to hurt badly if you do, they will doubt themselves and hate them selves.  This all doesn't mean don't care about anyone, It's your responsibility to warn them once or twice and the rest of thing is upto them ju...

 Umm... recently I read some blogs... Some were really interesting... One was writing a blog only for her life partner, some girl of age 9 was writing, another girl was sharing her opinions just like me, school kids are writing blog I was amazed I mean at that age I didn't have that knowledge, they are really growing up well... I know my vocabulary is not that good maybe it is the worst...I love writing from the beginning but I never thought I will end up writing a blog, I love actually writing things in a book, I love my private space(which I don't have), only that reason leads me to this blog. With my little knowledge...what I wanna say is, Whenever someone writes it's all about their experiences or what they feel/Think. Writings never lie. Some Writings are like promises to ourselves. Some things that I wrote here mean a lot to me  I love Writings that come out of experiences, that is the reason I love quotes. It requires so much talent to put all their experience in tho...

 I don't know where this generation is going...  I wish I was born in some '90s where people used to send letters and give flowers to each other  call me old school but seriously this generation lost that purity maybe loyalty they are just obsessed to get into a  relationship irrespective of their age, okay let's keep age a side but intentions must have to be pure right? but no, they get into a relationship then they break up then they find another one then repeat till marriage don't know how they live after marriage. maybe it's all because communication is the easily available thing these days and all they want is to "show off".  maybe I am not that open-minded I guess .but if that is what being open-minded is, then I am happy with what I am now😂 . maybe that is why I am still single😂. hope ill find someone who thinks like me. I used to think boys are the stupid ones in this thing but after watching some things I realized girls are the same too.   e...

 https://youtu.be/pCXZKv8tmTQ  okay this video made me think of "my" phase, which I never talked about, maybe I was scared of that thing , maybe I was trying to avoid that thing/hiding it within me.  now the time has come, I have to say yes I went through this thing called "DEPRESSION". the first thing i never share it with any single person becaz i don't think they take mental illness just like physical illness they will consider it as madness and again they start judging you and more over they bring this thing again and again in your life no matter how happy you are (i mean they keep reminding you).  coming to "my phase" i don't think i have a single reason for its cause. there are so many factors that influenced me, from my academic stress to family situations, i felt so much pressure on me. suddenly there was so much sadness in my life and i wasn't able to handle it. i used to cry like an idiot, i felt helpless... i never felt like that som...