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yayy! now 2 years old

Yesss...my blog is now 2 years old...

I have been through a lot in these past years...you can say...now I am in the most positive and happy state compared to past years... 
and yeah we people do evolve... I learned a lot, I changed a lot.
things that used to hurt me or stress me don't bother me now...
I cry a lot less compared to the past...I used to get irritated at the tiniest things...I still do get... but that doesn't last long...
All I can say is  I AM the HAPPIEST ME  right now
and I can feel that adulthood hitting me and trust me it's even harder without a part-time job.

let me tell you this on this day, that...Never get soo close to someone that their bad mood affects yours unless it's mutual and worth it. yes, the only thing that never changed is me getting scared to be attached to people

and just be happy, spread that happiness to others at least doesn't hurt anyone.
 
and of course, how I can forget this...
yesterday was a legendary day... I watched two different movies in two different theaters in a single day.

and the highlight of the day was a lizard jumping into my plate while I was eating, yaak...i will never forget that and lets stop this here.
and a day before that, I saw a monkey at one feet distance, it was the closest that I ever saw... monkey scare the hell out of me and lizards just disgust me, I don't think there is anything worst left to experience in my life now...okay enough of this.

cheers to me and my personal growth, I hope I say this consistently even after years...and wish the best for anyone who reads this and I miss that rapid physics comments a little bit, very little.
    
                                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                               -Mystery girl

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  1. I become happy if someone in any part of the world becomes happy.

    Congratulations on two years of blogging. It makes me happy to hear that you are having a nice time. You've grown up enough to deal with unpleasant conditions. But life is constantly teaching us new things. We have a tendency to overlook important learning points. That's a different story. I had been away from social media due to my academic busy schedule. I was working today when I suddenly remembered "Mystery Girl." And this is the post which I read. When I read the last sentence, I honestly had no words to say. Just want to say... Thank You :)

    Unfortunately, I have not watched a movie in a theatre in almost three years. However, at the end of this month, I expect to go with one or two friends. Have a good time. Enjoy!!!

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    1. happy to hear from you again!! hope you have a great time with your friends!!!.

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